hmmph... haih...

I am just too emotional...

X.X


My self-esteem is getting to "empty" level soon....

Self-conflict...

Sob...

I still could't take control over my "determination"...

I don't feel the urge to make myself being "hardworking" towards what I am doing no matter how I "persuade" myself that I am loving what I am doing and I really putting effort in it... *seems like no effect*

Sad... life still go on... T.T